Let It All Out

Cuts Me Deeper And Deeper Everytime

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 07:18:19 PST

Don't they know I'm here? Don't they know I exist? Don't they even realize I need stuff to do too? Just because I live more than walking distance away doesn't mean we can't do anything together... I've realized when and if I'm invited to do something, it's always at someone else's house... Nobody ever wants to come to my house... What's wrong with it? Is it because it's not a two-story house?? Is it because I don't have a full size bed and we have to sleep out in the living room? It really hurts to think about this and to think that you don't like my house and will do anything to not come here.

Ilona the pained to think.

I Feel So Deprived

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 13:28:37 PST

I really really want one! Oh my grapes, it's so aggravating! Or at least something close to one, or something potential to one. It makes me feel so... I don't know the word. Well I do but I don't know if i want to put it on here. Oh my gosh, whenever I see other people with one it makes me so jealous and I don't want to be jealous. It so exhausting because I try so hard trying to get myself somewhere but then my "potential" always ends up talking to my friends or wanting to talk to my friends and not me. It makes me feel like nothing and I hate it.

Ilona the Tired of Trash

v.2.0

Stressing Out Will Get You Nowhere

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 14:37:30 PST

I started an entry but I couldn't finish, and I saved it as a draft but apparantly it didn't save.

You need to take a chill pill. Yes, what they did was wrong but everything turned out ok. You just need to learn how to not take a little situation and turn it into a big situation. I'm sure this won't be the last time you will be left without a ride. You just need to develope better communication skills because she said she didn't even know she was your ride.

Chill out girl.

Ilona the Frustrated

Take Charge Of Your Responsibilities

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 06:00:54 PST

After I heard your story, I understood. It wasn't your fault and we shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. But you need to be more aware of what is going on around you and not allow people to take your things and use them without your consent. And I can understand how you feel used sometimes but if you hangout with people who don't have cars you will have to expect to give people rides. But they should understand that you have a life and can't always be giving them rides. You are not a chouffer(sp).

Ilona the Understanding

You Have No Idea How Much You Disgust Me Now

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 13:41:35 PST

She lied about everything that happened... She lied about what someone else said... Do you think that if you just lie about everything you remember and everything that happened all with be forgotten?? What makes you think that? How can you even... There are no words to describe the disgust I have for you right now! Your boyfriend has turned you into an inconsiderate person... And many other people think so. You used to be a nice person, but letting other peoples stuff get thrown in the parking lot and just leave them stranded is immoral. Even if you don't like the person, you should at least stay to see if the person gets another ride home.

When I talked to you earlier I got nowhere, I'm not even going to expect you to call because I know you won't. Grow up.

Ilona the Disgusted

The Rudeness of People Befuddles Me

Sat, 06 Mar 2004 03:59:18 PST

I just dont understand how people can be so rude to other people? ie: leaving people stranded at a Barnes and Noble? Throwing the stuff in the middle of a parking lot? Leaving it there to be STOLEN? Why would you do that? What kind of person would do that? What has this world come to?

Ilona the Befuddled

Hoo-Ray

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 11:29:27 PST

Grace told me to make an entry so I must do what the all and mighty says! haha K/J!!

luv yaz

Ilona the Accompished

p.s. I am trying out font colors so bear with me if one doesnt match!